Saturday, February 16, 2008

It's getting really close.....as in 2 hours

so it's 2 am, and I leave for the airport in an hour and half, which completely blows my mind. I obviously haven't been to sleep, it just wasn't really an option with my list of things to do, and my nerves, so instead I've stayed up all night trying to download photos so tht possibly my mom can get them printed and send them to me. This is after my 3hr driving adventure through Tamarac, Sunrise and Plantation, looking for a machine that could print my photos, I went 2 Walgreens, 1 CVS and Walmart in addition to trying Target and Staples which were both closes, and none of them worked! I also got completely turned around on the craziness fo Florida streets. It was one of the most frusterating things ever.
I told all these people in Haiti I would bring back the photos I took, but now I don't know if I can, and I feel aweful. I mean I had a good six months and I still didnt' get it done. I'm prett pathetic.

But otherwise I'm excited. I've had an onslought of nerves today, but I think that it was just making up for the fact that I hadn't been nervous until this point. I think it also means that I am pushing myself if I'm scared to do it, which is good. So I've decided that my panic attacks are probably healthy, and once I get there things will sort themselves out, at least that's what I'm hoping for. I'll be in touch when I get there!
Peace,
Alison

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